The Pain is slowly killing me.
I started to stop doing things I used to do, because I already can’t.
Pain visits me a lot.
This is the time when I don’t know how to keep the faith anymore.
I don’t know if Miracle still exists.
I don’t know where my Faith will lead me.
The pain is killing me softly …
Physically and Spiritually …
Sometimes, I wanted to ask the Lord, “Where did I go wrong? I have been serving you wholeheartedly. why?”
Then as I type this, the story of Job just appeared in my mind.
Job was tested, but never questioned the Lord.
Who am I to question the Lord?
The one who gave me the life I have now.
This article was intended for me to question the Lord, because of the pain.
But I really can’t.
I can’t question You.
I will never question You.
For You are my only hope.